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(Wednesday, April 08, 2009-)
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# friends-
haiz. it seems to me, more nowadays than ever, that others affect my mood more than I'd imagined. I used to think I had grown to be able to shut these kinda things out, that I really didn't need anyone to be a pillar of support, or to lend a listening ear.
yet, it seems that I've been considering the way others feel and react in so many of my decisions everyday, and more importantly, I'm wondering what they'd think of me if I did do something wrong. or right for that matter.
I realised that I really do miss old friends, and I really ache for friends who I could have grown closer to, and long for some friends to feel the way I do about them, hoping that they appreciate me as much as I do them.
it's never easy, having these bonds. They tug and strain at our souls, threatening to snap our heartstrings, but it is also through them that we are strengthened and empowered, and only through them are we able to truly live. Kinda like a mother's umbilical cord that feeds her baby, huh.
am reminded of a song, a dear friend once showed to me. it's a sweet, melancholic song, a refreshing change to the garbled noise that populate our airwaves nowadays.
Falling in love in a coffeeshop- Landon Pigg
I think that possibly
Maybe I'm falling for you
Yes
There's a chance that I've fallen quite hard over you
I've seen the paths that your eyes wander down
I want to come too
I think that possibly
Maybe I'm falling for you
No one understands me quite like you do
Through all of the shadowy corners of me
I never knew just what it was about this old coffee shop I love so much
All of the while I never knew
I never knew just what it was about this old coffee shop I love so much
All of the while I never knew
I think that possibly
Maybe I'm falling for you
Yes
There's a chance that I've fallen quite hard over you
I've seen the waters that make your eyes shine
Now I'm shining too
Because
Oh
Because I've fallen quite hard over you
If I didn't know you I'd rather not know
If I couldn't have you I'd rather be alone
I never knew just what it was about this old coffee shop I love so much
All of the while I never knew
I never knew just what it was about this old coffee shop I love so much
All of the while I never knew
All of the while
All of the while it was you
You
You
You
the story ends like this;
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