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(Monday, April 21, 2008-)
+9:23 PM]*
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hmm. i guess i lied.
i lied when i told you i just wanted you to be happy.
cause i don't.
i don't just want you to be happy, i want you to be happy with me.
but then again, the last thing i'd want is for you to be unhappy.
especially to be unhappy with me.
oh well.
the story ends like this;
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(Friday, April 11, 2008-)
+8:44 PM]*
# loss-
I'm sorry if i've blown anyone off this year, or recently.
i'm sorry i havent been myself lately.
i'm sorry that i'm so tired all the time, i can't stay happy.
i'm sorry i can't even be happy for all of you.
i'm sorry, but this is my burden, my cross. i have to live with it, but give me time.
to hurt, to heal, to learn.
i thank my friends who have always been with me.
i'm sorry for failing
the story ends like this;
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