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(Sunday, August 13, 2006-)
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What am I to think?
weren't u the one who dint want it that way?
i wanna think otherwise, i really do.
but i dun wanna delude myself if it aint true.
i hate getting betrayed, or even just feeling so.
even if it were all just in my head, i jus wish it would go
so how do u tink i would feel, when of all ppl its u,
who would do something like that, make me a fool?
maybe i deserved it, maybe i had it coming,
but still, i jus dint tink it'd be u whose trust i'd be losing.
maybe I'm being stupid, jus being the usual me.
how long will this last? how long will this be?
what am i talking about?
as long as she's happy
the story ends like this;
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