(Thursday, August 24, 2006-)
+12:53 AM]*
+12:53 AM]*
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lets write.
he finds himself back here, in the darkness.
sitting in the dark, this uneasiness.
He hears a voice, loneliness knocks.
a foe once fought, now of him, mocks.
he knows it can't be defeated, can't be beat,
last time was lucky, with them he was complete.
now though, they drifted away,
emotions lost, nothing to say.
so loneliness has come back for him,
to mock, annoy, destroy his dream.
facing loneliness, he knows he can't win,
who will save him, from darkness' brim?
"People can't defeat loneliness."- gaara
he finds himself back here, in the darkness.
sitting in the dark, this uneasiness.
He hears a voice, loneliness knocks.
a foe once fought, now of him, mocks.
he knows it can't be defeated, can't be beat,
last time was lucky, with them he was complete.
now though, they drifted away,
emotions lost, nothing to say.
so loneliness has come back for him,
to mock, annoy, destroy his dream.
facing loneliness, he knows he can't win,
who will save him, from darkness' brim?
"People can't defeat loneliness."- gaara
the story ends like this;
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(Monday, August 21, 2006-)
+8:58 PM]*
+8:58 PM]*
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PAPER MSN!!
lols thats wat me, cake and jozy did during dmp. haha took turns writing stuff on my notebook. aha. msn style man. see the pic
hahaha we ended it when it was time for our econs assessment XD
kk gtg now jap ca tmr. ganbarimasu!
lols thats wat me, cake and jozy did during dmp. haha took turns writing stuff on my notebook. aha. msn style man. see the pic
hahaha we ended it when it was time for our econs assessment XD
kk gtg now jap ca tmr. ganbarimasu!
the story ends like this;
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(Tuesday, August 15, 2006-)
+9:53 PM]*
+9:53 PM]*
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haiz. tired. nice day to sleep todae. so many raindrops XD.
tmr got c'div rugby. go Raffles! haha.
sidn. my back aches. hmm. irritating.
bubble gum ice-cream from moelc is nice. haha. long time nvr eat...cheaper than a burger and it fills my stomach. haha so i decided to buy it at 6.30 when i was hungry. lols peng and shawn got parents fetch la. i had to take the loong bus. haha and i walked the long walk to the 157 bus stop from j8. lols
oh i made this funny word thing where u turn around it still spells the same word. whatchamacallit? the funny thingy. uhh nvm. maybe i shall take a picture of it. or draw it again. if i can find my pencil 0.o
oh well.
im getting damn tired of this.
get well soon eh! enjoy training haha
tmr got c'div rugby. go Raffles! haha.
sidn. my back aches. hmm. irritating.
bubble gum ice-cream from moelc is nice. haha. long time nvr eat...cheaper than a burger and it fills my stomach. haha so i decided to buy it at 6.30 when i was hungry. lols peng and shawn got parents fetch la. i had to take the loong bus. haha and i walked the long walk to the 157 bus stop from j8. lols
oh i made this funny word thing where u turn around it still spells the same word. whatchamacallit? the funny thingy. uhh nvm. maybe i shall take a picture of it. or draw it again. if i can find my pencil 0.o
oh well.
im getting damn tired of this.
get well soon eh! enjoy training haha
the story ends like this;
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(Sunday, August 13, 2006-)
+3:15 PM]*
+3:15 PM]*
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What am I to think?
weren't u the one who dint want it that way?
i wanna think otherwise, i really do.
but i dun wanna delude myself if it aint true.
i hate getting betrayed, or even just feeling so.
even if it were all just in my head, i jus wish it would go
so how do u tink i would feel, when of all ppl its u,
who would do something like that, make me a fool?
maybe i deserved it, maybe i had it coming,
but still, i jus dint tink it'd be u whose trust i'd be losing.
maybe I'm being stupid, jus being the usual me.
how long will this last? how long will this be?
what am i talking about?
as long as she's happy
weren't u the one who dint want it that way?
i wanna think otherwise, i really do.
but i dun wanna delude myself if it aint true.
i hate getting betrayed, or even just feeling so.
even if it were all just in my head, i jus wish it would go
so how do u tink i would feel, when of all ppl its u,
who would do something like that, make me a fool?
maybe i deserved it, maybe i had it coming,
but still, i jus dint tink it'd be u whose trust i'd be losing.
maybe I'm being stupid, jus being the usual me.
how long will this last? how long will this be?
what am i talking about?
as long as she's happy
the story ends like this;
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+12:45 AM]*
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a Walk in the Night
walking in the night with the Lord by my side,
I wander aimlessly, looking for light.
Don't know where I'll go, don't know anything,
just walking with the Lord, His praises I sing.
Sometimes I trip, can't see where I go,
it hurts, but after awhile no.
Sometimes I climb a hill, and the going gets tough,
the Lord's by my side though, doesn't seem so rough.
sometimes I fake a fall, and I imagine my pain,
the Lord tells me gently, "there's nothing to gain:
sometimes I'm so happy, I float away from Him.
then my bubble bursts, and He's there on a whim.
Nowadays my bubble stands on two pins,
two pins, to them 'became akin.
unfinished. gtg sleep first XD
walking in the night with the Lord by my side,
I wander aimlessly, looking for light.
Don't know where I'll go, don't know anything,
just walking with the Lord, His praises I sing.
Sometimes I trip, can't see where I go,
it hurts, but after awhile no.
Sometimes I climb a hill, and the going gets tough,
the Lord's by my side though, doesn't seem so rough.
sometimes I fake a fall, and I imagine my pain,
the Lord tells me gently, "there's nothing to gain:
sometimes I'm so happy, I float away from Him.
then my bubble bursts, and He's there on a whim.
Nowadays my bubble stands on two pins,
two pins, to them 'became akin.
unfinished. gtg sleep first XD
the story ends like this;
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(Thursday, August 10, 2006-)
+9:57 PM]*
+9:57 PM]*
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Lols i never though i would ever say this but I shall update on REQUEST hahahaha whee. actually i like my guitar piece so i left it there for awhile. heh the chinese version that was edited by Zhang lao shi was as cool. oh wel here goes.
ok todae. went to watch movie with jap friends. WAH SEH they all pung seh us la. paw got proj meeting, aaron go and invite his friends for sleepover, xh in the end cannot leave her party, py say she DUN WAN o.0 lol oh well had a funn time anw so their loss XD
oh wells so then we went to watch movie. uhh my super ex-girlfriend. lols lame show la. the guy go and date this insecure superhero and when he dumps her he kena jack. like he gets a shark thrown at him. lol. then after a strange twist of events the main guy's new girlfriend also has superpowers and his ex-girlfriend hooks up with her arch nemesis, who apparently has been in love with her since high school. geddit? lol its hard to follow. and the climax is like street fighter.
haha
hmm. then we went subway to eat. xh supposed to join us for lunch. here's the 411 on the situation (heh always wanted to say tt XD)
3 o'clock
me: eh xh u coming down or not?
xh: yaya i try ok? i not done yet la. im at woodlands.
me: o.0 ok try hurry hor
FOUR 0'clock
me: eh auntie u coming down or not/ we all finish lunch alr leh
xh: eh i tink rly cannot la. she wan me go karaoke and movie leh.
me, aline, branden ( in essence): eh come down la. bring ur fren along lor. can make new friends.
xh: she dun wan! u wan hear her scold u?
me: uh no cos my phone bill alr very high after passing to so many ppl.
xh : sry la rly cannot
me:haiz ok lor byez den
lool got pung seh'ed. but aiya nvm la xh dun say sry. then branden met us at subway. hahaha finished lunch then went to this ulu place again to play pool. lol this time they dun allow us to go in 0.o oh well then we walked all the way back to ps to play arcade.haha
oh but along the way we TELEPORTED to BUGIS STREET RIGHT.
XD and HC with his contacts and his long pants and his AHEM.
hahahahahha im eveeel.
lol.then at the arcade. i realised i very long nvr go alr. played this shooting game with branden. heh im damn freakin noob. oh well. this is my first time gg out after how long la gimme a break. then we waited so LONG for this mariokart thing. haah but this woman kept hogging one arcade station so we had to wait for her to finish to be able to play together. but NO...she had to kept spamming the $1 coins la. sidn. then in the end we played daytona turbo. lols aline won the first one and jeaness won the second one. lol i was leading second one la then i go and do pit stop. and i got last 0.o oh well. finally learnt how to drift better. heh.
hmm then it was 5.30 and we went home.
THE END ppl.
"as long as she's happy"
/stop whining la u idiot.
as long as you're happy,
it doesnt matter what happens to me
as long as you're satisfied,
it doesnt matter if i'd died.
as long as you're never down,
it doesnt matter if i drown.
as long as you're contented,
i don't care if i was resented.
as long as you have your smile,
it doesnt matter if i'd been hurting all this while.
as long as you have your laughter,
it doesnt matter if i was gone thereafter.
so don't let me catch you sad,
'cause then i would have died, a useless lad
ok todae. went to watch movie with jap friends. WAH SEH they all pung seh us la. paw got proj meeting, aaron go and invite his friends for sleepover, xh in the end cannot leave her party, py say she DUN WAN o.0 lol oh well had a funn time anw so their loss XD
oh wells so then we went to watch movie. uhh my super ex-girlfriend. lols lame show la. the guy go and date this insecure superhero and when he dumps her he kena jack. like he gets a shark thrown at him. lol. then after a strange twist of events the main guy's new girlfriend also has superpowers and his ex-girlfriend hooks up with her arch nemesis, who apparently has been in love with her since high school. geddit? lol its hard to follow. and the climax is like street fighter.
haha
hmm. then we went subway to eat. xh supposed to join us for lunch. here's the 411 on the situation (heh always wanted to say tt XD)
3 o'clock
me: eh xh u coming down or not?
xh: yaya i try ok? i not done yet la. im at woodlands.
me: o.0 ok try hurry hor
FOUR 0'clock
me: eh auntie u coming down or not/ we all finish lunch alr leh
xh: eh i tink rly cannot la. she wan me go karaoke and movie leh.
me, aline, branden ( in essence): eh come down la. bring ur fren along lor. can make new friends.
xh: she dun wan! u wan hear her scold u?
me: uh no cos my phone bill alr very high after passing to so many ppl.
xh : sry la rly cannot
me:haiz ok lor byez den
lool got pung seh'ed. but aiya nvm la xh dun say sry. then branden met us at subway. hahaha finished lunch then went to this ulu place again to play pool. lol this time they dun allow us to go in 0.o oh well then we walked all the way back to ps to play arcade.haha
oh but along the way we TELEPORTED to BUGIS STREET RIGHT.
XD and HC with his contacts and his long pants and his AHEM.
hahahahahha im eveeel.
lol.then at the arcade. i realised i very long nvr go alr. played this shooting game with branden. heh im damn freakin noob. oh well. this is my first time gg out after how long la gimme a break. then we waited so LONG for this mariokart thing. haah but this woman kept hogging one arcade station so we had to wait for her to finish to be able to play together. but NO...she had to kept spamming the $1 coins la. sidn. then in the end we played daytona turbo. lols aline won the first one and jeaness won the second one. lol i was leading second one la then i go and do pit stop. and i got last 0.o oh well. finally learnt how to drift better. heh.
hmm then it was 5.30 and we went home.
THE END ppl.
"as long as she's happy"
/stop whining la u idiot.
as long as you're happy,
it doesnt matter what happens to me
as long as you're satisfied,
it doesnt matter if i'd died.
as long as you're never down,
it doesnt matter if i drown.
as long as you're contented,
i don't care if i was resented.
as long as you have your smile,
it doesnt matter if i'd been hurting all this while.
as long as you have your laughter,
it doesnt matter if i was gone thereafter.
so don't let me catch you sad,
'cause then i would have died, a useless lad
the story ends like this;
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(Thursday, August 03, 2006-)
+10:52 PM]*
+10:52 PM]*
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the guitar music filled the entire room. such beauty, such sadness. his fingers, tender yet firm, caressed the strings, gently letting each note leave its mark, giving them a gentle push. the audience was in awe; the music was filled with such emotion, such angst, such sorrow, such love. slowly but surely, the music drifted into the audience's souls, touching their very core. the guitarist was now no longer just pulling the guitar strings; he was playing on the heartstrings.
suddenly, as if taking the opportunity to shock, the fingers flew into a frenzy, furiously pulling the strings. each note landed heavily on the audience, setting fire in their hearts. yet, anyone who listened would have felt a chill down their spine, such was the contradiction of his emotions. then, once again, the music return to its original pace, the fingers, fatigued with passion, limped across the guitar neck, and the song slowly drew to a close. tears mingled with his sweat as they rolled down his face
overwhelmed, the audience gave him a standing ovation. standing to take a bow, he turns around, walking back into his solitude...
suddenly, as if taking the opportunity to shock, the fingers flew into a frenzy, furiously pulling the strings. each note landed heavily on the audience, setting fire in their hearts. yet, anyone who listened would have felt a chill down their spine, such was the contradiction of his emotions. then, once again, the music return to its original pace, the fingers, fatigued with passion, limped across the guitar neck, and the song slowly drew to a close. tears mingled with his sweat as they rolled down his face
overwhelmed, the audience gave him a standing ovation. standing to take a bow, he turns around, walking back into his solitude...
the story ends like this;
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